who knows?

Have I mentioned here that I love to sing? I am pretty sure I did. Well, I just wanna share with you guys how American Idol affects my life lately. It's quite funny, actually hehehe. I watched the try-outs the very first night they aired it on television. I had seen auditions that were horrible yet hilarious and that were very awesome as well. One of the commendable performances I had witnessed was by my Kababayan Ramielle Malubay. Proud to be, PINOY! hehe. Anyways, since Ramielle is good, she of course made it to the top 24 which on the other hand made me think of maybe auditioning next year. My wish! hahahaha. But you know what, funny it may seem but I really thought about it. In fact, I started practicing here at home but just in A Cappella since we don't have a karaoke system hehe. So, I did my practice anytime & anywhere in the house. There were times that our dog would bark because when I do my vocalization, I would tend to shout in high pitch that for some reasons would cause him to woof. hehehe. And one funny thing also is that probably my voice had reached the neighbors' domain so I assume they heard all those loudly high-pitched singing I did and I don't know if they're annoyed or disturbed by it. I would guess they're thinking of me as a frustrated singer hahaha. Americans are different. Unlike Filipinos that love to sing whether in karaoke or whatever all day long and all night long hehehe, but, they don't or shall we say they're not fond of karaoke thing. O well, who cares? I am not hurting anybody, right? Or let's put it this way, maybe I am hurting their ears? hehehe, but still I am not doing a criminal act, hear me? So, I continued practicing until today that I begin thinking skeptical about it. I have doubts whether I'll be accepted or not, given that, I'll be turning 28 this year already. Another thing also is that I am considering the fact that I am not yet a US citizen so there is no way that I will be considered an American idol if I am not an American. Friends, what do you think? Do you have any idea? On the other hand, in any case that I will not pursue my plan for which 99.99% I really won't hehe, I will just hold on to this dream of mine and someday when I already have a kid, God willing, I'm gonna pass this dream to him/her, who knows he/she will realize it for me. hehehe. Well, only Heaven knows...